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if you think it's dark now

by Gat Moony

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1.
Thin Skin 03:53
I was raised at the junction of Chaos and complete control Cells keep slipping apart, drifting from my heart Bleed into a black hole I don’t know what I want but I want and I want And I want it all I wanna call the shots, I wanna get way more than I got I wanna let it all go I was raised at the junction of Chaos and complete control Cells keep slipping away, lose a piece every day Never started off whole I don’t know who I’ve been, So I dig and I dig under my thin skin For a glimpse at the root, At whose original skin I wanna call the shots I wanna get way more than I got I wanna let it all go So I dig and I dig under my think skin for a glimpse at the root, at whose? Cells keep slipping away , lose a piece every day Never started off whole I don’t know I wanna call the shots I wanna get way more than I’ve got I wanna let it all go So I dig under my thin skin for a glimpse at the root At whose original sin I was raised at the junction of chaos and complete control
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84 03:19
Always in the stands With her bright young eyes Searching for 84 Overnight, your biggest fan You made promises and plans She gave you all but you wanted more She was putty in his hands maybe broken from the bend Of usual teen back and forth No one will believe you A Myspace mob Rooting for 84 No one is deceived If we know teen girls like we think You received what You asked for Sour smokey beer soaked breath He took it all then laughed and left He called you over, kicked you out “What are you crying about
3.
Tinfoil 04:27
I used to sit on the beach and write songs Daydream about boys in black suits on the waves I had my own small apartment that summer I made more than minimum wage When you walked my way the smoke from your cigarette Blew in the face of your two-year-old son Said you were a doctor but you’re just a dentist Newly divorced and 40 years young Play us a song, yeah that’s great, wrap it up By the way, do you also love Jesus? We met at the cafe in your mega church The next weekend you took me to Vegas You finally found a kid who would fold An item to restore value to your new less shiny life I was someone new to crush into the mold Your own tinfoil trophy wife I had a good group of friends sophomore year We would binge playful kiss in my dorm You blew up my phone when I brought up the guys Insisted I quit school and move home I saw it coming, years under your thumb Thought, I’m sly I can slide Before you press too hard You caught a next flight, cornered me in the ring you bought on your mom’s credit card You finally found a kid who would fold When you needed control over more than your own life I was someone new to crush into the mold Your own tinfoil trophy wife
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Lights Out 04:04
Power has been out for two weeks We’re three months past due on the lein Yet somehow I couldnt care less I’ve been powerless since 19 Once I aspired to do so much more than just breathe Now I’m cold and hungry as the day I was born While saving coins and courage up to leave Swallow the tears or you’ll get something real to cry about Hon if you think it’s dark now oh you wait til i put your lights out The pink slip on the door gave us 4 weeks you found it first and never gave me warning I came home to find my clothes and guitar by the road You pretend to leave for work every morning Someday when they bill me for the hole in the wall I will recall the object you swung at my head Next year I’ll finally leave and feel a moment of relief but you swore I’ll be yours or I’ll be dead Swallow the tears or you’ll get something real to cry about Hon if you think it’s dark now oh you wait til i put your lights out I pray that you’ll return begging for a chance to learn so i keep a claw hammer by my bed
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Firstborn 03:34
I don’t believe in God or heaven or hell I found my faith in a 10 by 12 room In the glory of it’s cracking walls and blackened corners I’m awaiting everlasting life high as holy hell on you No pearls or pastures, gold or riches by no silk or jewels shall I be adorned The only son I long to lie in abandon before Is your father's firstborn In a drifting moment I felt you like a holy ghost I must have once been found Because now I find myself feeling lost You found me there at my very lowest or did you see me first when I was in the womb being formed? You tossed me to the sea when we were just a mile from shore but I only tell the part of the story where you save me from the storm In a drifting moment I felt you like a holy ghost I must have once been found Because now I find myself feeling lost

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This is my debut EP and I'm so excited that it's finally alive in the world!

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released February 3, 2023

Written, recorded and mixed by Gabi Montoya. Mastered by Piper Payne at Infrasonic Sound. Cover image by Israel McCollum

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Gat Moony Seattle, Washington

Gat Moony is the solo project of Seattle-based singer-songwriter Gabi Montoya (leader of Tucson bands Taco Sauce and Juju Fontaine). The multi-instrumentalist expanded her skill set as a producer when she self-recorded and released her debut EP, if you think its dark now, on which she played every instrument from bass to banjo. The EP is out on Bandcamp and will be streaming on April 21, 2023 ... more

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